Of
late the hell broke loose and all insects came out of the Pandora’s Box to
trouble me in its best possible manner. Firstly, it was the dearest one to whom
I made all accusations when I was high on ‘liquids’ and the next morning I
don’t remember any speck of the words I fired at her. Next, I fought with one
of the senior teachers for she was on the other side of our opinion fuelled by
the sense of ego which she firmly grips.
This
shall pass…
This
shall pass and someday in future I hope I could reconcile and make friends
again at least, by my little standards. If hurting and paining was what’s in
store for me then, I want everyone to trouble me in the rude-st of the manner
if not then it will be ‘my turn’ to scratch some of their over emphasized egos.
Then,
at the end of the month trouble multiplies with money. Credits here, a bit
there, some up there and it normalizes within a few days of the new month. This is the obvious and an inconvenient truth
for almost all civil servants that I am familiar with.
This
too shall pass…
There
is no harm in confronting misfortunes. On the contrary, the attempt is
wholesome. Much of what I dread is really due to indistinctness of outline. If I
have the courage to say to ourselves, what is this thing, then? Let the worst come to the worst, and what
then? I shall frequently find that after all it is not so terrible. What I have
to do is to subdue tremulous, nervous, insane fright. For troubles to trouble me,
would mean I experience the other side of humans which frights me mostly!
Let
the public be damned and…
This
too shall pass…
Yes, everything passes. We just have to trust time. :)
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DeleteThis shall pass too dear..so take no damn and give no damn...:-P
ReplyDeleteHow True!!!!!!
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