My words my wish: A classroom experience!

It is customary in a school set up to intellectually debate over what has been written in black and white viz. personal letters, official letters, notices both formal and informal etc. And there are a handful of teachers who actually specialize in language teaching. I am no exception. That’s right I teach English for my living. I do not claim either implicitly or explicitly that I am the all-knowing saint in English. Reader’s discretion is advised! I do enjoy teaching English and there are some senior students who like me have a passion for writing. 

One in particular, our bell captain writes beautiful verses on love. I call him Tshering Keats Tobgay after the romantic John Keats. 

Fridays are grammar days and after teaching children the word ‘Sizzling’ with its root word “Sizzle” and after all the obvious input on this word, I asked my class to mentally construct a sentence using the word. 0f the 28 sentences I listened to, one in particular made me ‘laugh my heads off’. The genius in the front told me, “My aunty is sizzling”. He came to my school from a remote school and I am definitely sure that he didn’t mean to say that. I asked “Where is your aunty now?” and to this he said, “Yuekha (village)”. I had to re-teach the word ‘sizzle’ again. 

Some days ago, I watched a humorous video on youtube about an English teacher who scolds his class for not greeting him. He says, “Teacher enter. No notice. Full insult” in a typical questioning Indian accent.  Likewise the news reader of TV’s and radios especially ours  have much to learn. I sometimes feel they didn’t do their home work well. So, my mantra for getting rid of speaking and writing badly is to read. Just read! Otherwise we will choose to believe; ‘English might be the most widespread language in the world but there’s still no ham in hamburger, no egg in eggplant and neither pine nor apple in pineapple’ and left out of time.

English has all the features and attributes to make it a universal language, with its own complexity and uniqueness. Lets us not add to it our own version of linguistic jargons as our children already have indigestion with grammar. We cannot afford to say MY WORDS MY WISH, whether or not if its right in the literal sense.

Good day folks!

The little Park Avenue!

Just like the Americans, we in Bhutan have now become very much obsessed with land, owning a house and a car. This is the ‘American Dream’ where everyone is given an opportunity to own it as people say, “America is the land of opportunities”. Now, according to critics and economists, this balance of power is shifting towards the east. If you know what I mean! 

Whether or not you may like to believe, corporations run the American dream in America. And here, we are yet to figure that out! Corporations feed government, politics, banking, energy, health, education, housing and the list goes on and on. There are a few select top millionaires and ultra rich who run this business of controlling almost all activities in America. Why can’t ordinary Americans afford to pay for health? It’s because they can’t afford the insurance. America is no longer what we fantasize in movies and in televisions. There are working people who can’t afford a decent housing although they trade with the most powerful currency in the world. So is the same with all other sectors. Rich minority with poor majority is the scene in the USA. And these ultra rich reside in Park Avenue, NYC. 

In Bhutan, Thimphu is growing out to be the little Park Avenue for the relatively rich and the wealthy and it has suffered an increasing number of youth unemployment thereby multiplying a host of other urban nuisance. Everything that governs Bhutan is located in Thimphu. An inconvenient truth! I pay my visit to the capital bi-annually for several reasons and the most happening thing would be never ending housing nightmares and new faces in search of opportunities. Can I make the assumption that there are some select wealthy who indirectly owns government? Let’s not make this happen in Bhutan. I also do positively hope that the government now will not let this happen otherwise we are being capitalistic in the name of progress, development and economic prosperity. 

Let us not make Thimphu another NYC with its own little Park Avenue! 

Every sphere of our unique life is colored with traditions and beliefs and it should remain such that we can proudly declare that we are the true people who value love, ethics, culture, morality so on and so forth. Otherwise, it won’t be long when we have to feed on cheap Chinese products which America does today. I want all my fellow bloggers and readers to think about the following, the world fears China not for its communism but for its capitalism!

Food for thought: “The end of democracy and the defeat of the American Revolution will occur when government falls into the hands of lending institutions and moneyed incorporations.” -Thomas Jefferson

Bhutan’s Ernest Hemingway!

I once handed a short story to my then English teacher and after reading it. “Lobzang, if you write about love, tragedy other subjects that you are interested, it has already been written and written better than you by Shakespeare, Defoe, Dickens etc…Please concentrate on your Dzongkha ability”. This was way back in the spring of 98 when I was in the 9^th grade. Shakespeare was familiar to us as we were taught “Merchant of Venice”. What my teacher failed to see was, I knew beyond Shakespeare! Believe it or not, I had done reading Homers “Odyssey” as I was taught Shakespeare at the same time! My school librarian was more of my English teacher than the one that taught me Shakespeare.

Everything has not been written. What one sees through one’s eyes is a different view point. This remark of my teacher didn’t deter my love for writing and I realized this in my formative high schools years that I had stories to tell and I wanted those stories to be told more than anything. Anything!

Although much has been written about human emotions by the great writers of the past, it is absurd to think that there is never a being that sees, loves, hates and experiences like you do even though human emotions are all the same. And there will never be someone exactly like me in thoughts either, to have the undying passion for storytelling or writing it down. And one need not have lived the moment to write it or to see it! Einstein did not have to travel around the world to arrive at E=MC² and Tagore did not have to visit gods to write his masterpiece, “Gitanjali”. 

I read Hemingway mostly and I aspired to the next Hemingway of Bhutan, Oops! This was a little farfetched until another teacher told me during a busy summer in 2004, “Find a subject that you feel for. Care this feeling genuinely with your heart and not with word plays and language, then you will discover your own writing style and when you have found that, no one else on earth has the writing style as that of you”. This was the northern star of my life and I passionately think about these words when I write about anything. Possibly anything!

I, at this point of my life, still aspiring to be a professional writer, think that my words are my emotions and tears above all, and I absolutely know that this message will reach someone sooner or later. I am yet to find my ‘writing style’ and I dream to be a full time writer someday. For all aspiring writers of Bhutan, my stand for your passion to write is simple. Write! Write! Write!  I have always believed in the knowledge shared by this great American writer:

“We are all apprentices in a craft where no one ever becomes a master”

                                                                                                                            –Ernest Hemingway

                                                       

This too shall pass…

Of late the hell broke loose and all insects came out of the Pandora’s Box to trouble me in its best possible manner. Firstly, it was the dearest one to whom I made all accusations when I was high on ‘liquids’ and the next morning I don’t remember any speck of the words I fired at her. Next, I fought with one of the senior teachers for she was on the other side of our opinion fuelled by the sense of ego which she firmly grips.

This shall pass…

This shall pass and someday in future I hope I could reconcile and make friends again at least, by my little standards. If hurting and paining was what’s in store for me then, I want everyone to trouble me in the rude-st of the manner if not then it will be ‘my turn’ to scratch some of their over emphasized egos.

Then, at the end of the month trouble multiplies with money. Credits here, a bit there, some up there and it normalizes within a few days of the new month.  This is the obvious and an inconvenient truth for almost all civil servants that I am familiar with.

This too shall pass…

There is no harm in confronting misfortunes. On the contrary, the attempt is wholesome. Much of what I dread is really due to indistinctness of outline. If I have the courage to say to ourselves, what is this thing, then? Let the worst come to the worst, and what then? I shall frequently find that after all it is not so terrible. What I have to do is to subdue tremulous, nervous, insane fright. For troubles to trouble me, would mean I experience the other side of humans which frights me mostly!

Let the public be damned and…

This too shall pass…

Donkeys of bureaucracy!

Dear friends, of late I have been busy like a bee and I couldn’t update anything and I am not sure this is some sign of ‘writers block’ or not. May be I have to undergo some more soul searching rather to fill in this undying love for writing. I am sure all fellow bloggers do feel this way as I am feeling now. However, this morning an unusual gossip caught my imagination and this is not something extraordinary that sweeps in but perfectly ordinary.

My scribble here is another episode to George Orwell’s ‘Animal Farm’. I have a pig in the story and several pigs above that pig and they have one grudging agenda-to rule the world, if you have read ‘Animal Farm’. If everyone serving the pigs go by the commandments it is rather amusing that the system revolves and believes in the communistic ideals and principles. My idea of a communist regime is shallow but it also mentions about the state owning almost everything and the pigs that form the bureaucracy are mere pawns.  

The system in every sphere of bureaucracy has definite aims and expectations and the pig that presides over the system is the epitome of such systems. The pig defines the system-literally. Confused? Sure you may be! Now let’s come to the gossip part! 

It came to me that one of the pigs has a firm grip on its subjects-other animals including the Donkey, but here there are several donkeys! Animals and donkeys carry about their daily chores and chores differ with professions and systems. I am one of those donkeys. And these breed of animals and donkeys teach! 

We the animals are expected to fulfill what has been laid down when we were first recruited into the farm. As time went on rather gradually, it seemed to the donkeys, supposedly for their muscle power, that those who work with diligence and honesty were the ones that were abused with all possible weaknesses. Who doesn’t have weaknesses? And other animals who chore themselves with abundant reasoning to impress the pigs are at the safer end of all things and opportunists are these that reasons.  

As mentioned, animals teach to other younger animals. These pigs have a tendency to strictly grip the animals that teach rather than having a control over the animal learners. This is no fake and such communistic is the farm! No wonder Goerge Orwell opined, “In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth would be a revolutionary act”. 

Food for thought: Failure is not fatal but failure to change might be-John Wooden